hi i'm sixteen years old.

i just have absolutely no patience left tonight. nit nit nit, pick pick pick pick pick. my parents don't even realize they do it, so i have brought it to their attention nicely a number of times, but they still can't manage to think for a second before picking at me or nagging about how i'm doing something differently than they might. or point out my greasy hair. or tell me to do stuff i was just about to do. ARGH!!!

this is why most sane people move out before they hit breaking point. perhaps it is because i know having my own place is on the horizon that the last few weeks have been almost unbearable- but then again, maybe they've gotten worse. at least when i'm gone they will have to get their OWN glass of water from the kitchen, or fill their own plate with food or what the fuck ever... i'm just out of anything resembling patience. tonight, i am irritable and it's best that i be in my room as i am with the door closed watching 30rock.

i can't believe i lasted this long. they're good people and they treat me well and all that, but holy fuck i am 24 going on 25 and i don't need any more parenting! i know how to remove pizza from the oven! i know how to do stuff in the kitchen without mom watching every move i make!

okay i have to stop and go chill my blood pressure is rising thinking about it, heh.

i think it's time for a looooong bath, some reading, and fat j later.

ahhhhhhhhhh..........