well fine, fuck you then.

you know those days when the most irrational thinking seems perfectly logical? today is one of them. i officially hate today already and there are still a good 12 hours left. awrighhht.

here's a little something that pisses the right shit out of me:

being taken for granted.

in my head, today... since i got up, it's been a continuous scream and stomp action with occasional overdubs of rationality (but very faint). i am crazy. i am an insane motherfucker and you do not want me as your friend because the moment i am down, i'll pick away at our friendship because i am frustrated or bored with myself.

it's the truth. you've been warned.

...but for the record: it's not always all my fault.