this just in: "they" are liars.
leaving behind the events within my skull, money really does bring happiness! i just acquired $225 for the sale of my don't-use-it road bike. and now i don't give a shit about any of that other retarded emotional crap. moneyyyyy! this brings me within close range of my trip savings goal, and thus i am even more anxious to get the fuck outta dodge.
here are the good things that have happened to me in the past few weeks:
-made a best friend for life, even if we'll never hang out or hold hands. don't want to explain.
-gotten closer with my good friend in MN, with whom i can't wait to explore nashville and atlanta. it'll be amazing to finally get to know each other in person, be awkward in front of one another. also don't want to explain.
-saw my parents and harassed my dog until he remembered why he didn't used to come to me, hahahah. and they called it fuzzy loooove.
-belt went in a notch, kicked a cab who almost ran me over, gave a finger to a car horn beeper in scarborough, ate $6 singapore nood'r for lunch
etc.
i was so upset because that person i made BFF with was like instant magnetism. but then he's dying of hep C and has depression problems- and a past he doesn't even want to tell me about. i decided to walk away on thursday because, as much as i am a fixer, it's unhealthy and i'm starting to change my ways right now before... well before i jump. knowwhati'msayin'? never too late to be who you want to be or to change self-destructive patterns. i love him to bits, but i just can't do it... and that is one for team Aimoo. a hard point to earn, but it had to be done. i'll miss him.
and then there's MN boy, with whom i have a past, and with whom i see a future. i love him to bits, too.
so there you have it. now that i'm almost over it, i can easily talk without typing through greasy tears on my keyboard (kidding).
sidenote: why is everyone so in love with tony pierce?
oj, p.s., i forgot to mention that the 17 year old who bought my bike was incredibly cute. long blonde and curly hair, tall... you know, jail bait.
P.P.S. NEVERMIND, ha!
here are the good things that have happened to me in the past few weeks:
-made a best friend for life, even if we'll never hang out or hold hands. don't want to explain.
-gotten closer with my good friend in MN, with whom i can't wait to explore nashville and atlanta. it'll be amazing to finally get to know each other in person, be awkward in front of one another. also don't want to explain.
-saw my parents and harassed my dog until he remembered why he didn't used to come to me, hahahah. and they called it fuzzy loooove.
-belt went in a notch, kicked a cab who almost ran me over, gave a finger to a car horn beeper in scarborough, ate $6 singapore nood'r for lunch
etc.
i was so upset because that person i made BFF with was like instant magnetism. but then he's dying of hep C and has depression problems- and a past he doesn't even want to tell me about. i decided to walk away on thursday because, as much as i am a fixer, it's unhealthy and i'm starting to change my ways right now before... well before i jump. knowwhati'msayin'? never too late to be who you want to be or to change self-destructive patterns. i love him to bits, but i just can't do it... and that is one for team Aimoo. a hard point to earn, but it had to be done. i'll miss him.
and then there's MN boy, with whom i have a past, and with whom i see a future. i love him to bits, too.
so there you have it. now that i'm almost over it, i can easily talk without typing through greasy tears on my keyboard (kidding).
sidenote: why is everyone so in love with tony pierce?
oj, p.s., i forgot to mention that the 17 year old who bought my bike was incredibly cute. long blonde and curly hair, tall... you know, jail bait.
P.P.S. NEVERMIND, ha!
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