overly dramatic cleansing of self.

you wanna know something? i am so miserable right now that i actually don't want to leave work. i am sitting here twiddling my mouse because i just don't feel like going. there are no problems at home, nothing. i just don't want to do anything. i want to get home and sleep, sleep and come back.

barf.

EDIT: so i just took a step in the right direction and that feels good. hurts like a motherfucker, but feels good. it was either that or jump off the viaduct... so, ya know...