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mood flipped today, debbie downer mode has taken over, at least for now. later tonight is comedy night so that should prove to help the situation. laying off the pot for a while again, i really don't know how people smoke it incessantly without breaks... i think i'd kill myself if i did. after a week or two, total depression and we're reaching that mark.
so i'm thinking i need to make myself a schedule and promise that i will stick to it. at least to start. i am a person who, without fences, will run around forever and never get anything done. and i'm not talking rat race shit flinging, i mean anything. things that make me happy get neglected if i am not careful and the vicious cycle continues.
i am sipping on Office Coffee™. it is instant with powdered creamer & two sugar cubes- tastes similar to rubber, but just coffee-like enough to make it palatable. plus it's chock full o' caffeine, though i am taking cold pills and a singular allergy pill every morning, so i'm not sure how the caffeine is interacting with the pseudoephedrine sulfate, but i anticipate sexy results.
i bought this box of claritin-D at a wal-mart superstore in rice lake, wisconsin. we were on our way to the cabin on deer lake and my nose had been itching so i took precautions. first off: wal-mart superstore in small town america. it's quite depressing to actually see a town where local stores barely exist because of the monster, and doubly so when you have to shop there out of necessity. shop or starve.
secondly, in the states they're so anti-drugs it makes my eagleheart soarrrr. except it's all complete and utter bullshit, but nonetheless since pseudoephedrine sulfate is used to make meth, you have to register your decongestant purchase with a driver's licence. furthermore, they do not accept foreign licences! so if i were unable to breath and needed to decongest my chest (i hear a song in there) i would have to suffer had i not a friend with a US licence. gay.
that said, the pills aren't doing much for my mood or for my cold, though they used to... maybe i'm just too much of a dope fiend for them to work? or maybe i'm not and maybe it's not a cold, maybe it's the little fantasia men chipping away at my nasal passages...
so i'm thinking i need to make myself a schedule and promise that i will stick to it. at least to start. i am a person who, without fences, will run around forever and never get anything done. and i'm not talking rat race shit flinging, i mean anything. things that make me happy get neglected if i am not careful and the vicious cycle continues.
i am sipping on Office Coffee™. it is instant with powdered creamer & two sugar cubes- tastes similar to rubber, but just coffee-like enough to make it palatable. plus it's chock full o' caffeine, though i am taking cold pills and a singular allergy pill every morning, so i'm not sure how the caffeine is interacting with the pseudoephedrine sulfate, but i anticipate sexy results.
i bought this box of claritin-D at a wal-mart superstore in rice lake, wisconsin. we were on our way to the cabin on deer lake and my nose had been itching so i took precautions. first off: wal-mart superstore in small town america. it's quite depressing to actually see a town where local stores barely exist because of the monster, and doubly so when you have to shop there out of necessity. shop or starve.
secondly, in the states they're so anti-drugs it makes my eagleheart soarrrr. except it's all complete and utter bullshit, but nonetheless since pseudoephedrine sulfate is used to make meth, you have to register your decongestant purchase with a driver's licence. furthermore, they do not accept foreign licences! so if i were unable to breath and needed to decongest my chest (i hear a song in there) i would have to suffer had i not a friend with a US licence. gay.
that said, the pills aren't doing much for my mood or for my cold, though they used to... maybe i'm just too much of a dope fiend for them to work? or maybe i'm not and maybe it's not a cold, maybe it's the little fantasia men chipping away at my nasal passages...
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