the whole house smells like trini green seasoning, a product you should try should you ever come across the "geeta" brand of products. amazingly tasty, expecially when broiled with bbq sauce, sliced thin, and put in a whole wheat pita topped with some old cheddar and low fat sour cream. a great late night snack for someone who's consumed enough caffeinene to keep her up long enough to see TBS play "fools rush in" for the second time around 1AM. run on sentence.

today was (finally) one of those days life throws at you that really makes everything seem fantastic. perhaps adrenaline levels are high simply because i finished issue 1 of our online magazine today (PDF available april 21st)... but i've felt high all day.

sometimes i get this massive urge to create, every once in a while... like tonight. i started a weird sketch piece called "opiate of the masses" simply because it is centered arund those words. some tv channel told me those words earlier.

des fleurs, pour vous.

a happy night, a rare night, i will enjoy it while i can... while the demons allow it... while i allow it.

but it is anything but a peaceful happiness. i dunno, it seems that the very nature of feeling happy is something that can never be peaceful. it is never still.