the yin and yang of being busy is that you really like being busy, i like being busy, i like doing things and having things exist where once there was only an idea... i like that. making ideas reality, in one way or another, is satisfying on a much deeper level than sleep or health will ever touch. but there's the rub, sleep and health come first whether we (i) like it or not... and here i am, sickly and coughing, head ready to 'splode, nerves shot, can't sleep, too much on the brain... too much to do, too much to do. but then not being busy means complete insanity in terms of, well, going insane by the best way known to man: thinking too much.

yin and yang, sturm und drang.