sitting at work on what i am refusing to let become a bad day. fuck you and your selfish, selfish ways. it still catches me off guard how easily people hurt others and how oblivious they are to the fact that they are selfish, asshole-ish creatures who think of nothing but themselves before everything else.

now that the judgmental portion of this post is over, let's move onto... well i got nothing else. just angry and hurt and still working through some unexpressed anger. time is such a precious thing to so foolishly waste it on people not worthy of a millisecond.

losing people is never easy, whether it be against your will and want, or because they were simply a negative part of your life that you have to sever. it's hard to regroup, reorganize, rethink, and move on. hard to break old habits.

but "hard" has never stopped me before. i will get through this and over you and focus on the good things that are happening in my life, right now. by the handful, actually... i'm tweezing your splinter and it's almost all gone.

Circling and spinning around my mind
You sweetly, swiftly shift
Shaking the shakes I'm faking you're shaking
And you're quick to steal a kiss
So in a frozen motion I silently scream
You flinch but you won't back down
You dare me, you try to scare me
But you know I'll stand my ground
Fuck You

Inch by inch I'm closing in
Your eyes have sealed the dawn
Now it's only a matter of time before you shatter
try to walk away with pieces that you want
So you seek secrets of my soul
My misery I hope you'll miss
Cast your hooks, I hope you catch
A glimpse of blinded bliss
Fuck you

Who's gonna guess it, or believe
Everything's crossed my mind
So don't you blink, I'm trying to think
Well everything could unwind
Well you move me, you used to use me
Now it's time to stand this ground
And if I don't come back, nothing will collapse
Nothing ever really comes around
So surely I said sorry
if you believe half the things that we've done
You must've done them too
Cause you know I'm cut in two
Just above the balcony I'm hung from
Fuck you