the winter blues have definitely started. last night i went to a show and had a few too many beers, but it had been my first time going out in a couple weeks i've just been holing up at home or at p.'s place pretending IT isn't coming.

but it is. it's here. we're in the single digits.

hangover and winter blues be damned, though. friday night is craft night/fear and loathing night and then i suggested that p. and i go to the zoo this weekend. something to lift the spirits since we've both been feeling it.

just gotta try to keep summer in my heart and in my head until it once again exists without.