my boyfriend suffered from a large stroke last tuesday. it's been a week and i am a completely different person already... you know what i mean? tragedy has a way of making truth blatant. i gotta say, when you say you love someone you better fucking mean it because if you don't and you're tested, you'll feel like an ass. i do not feel like an ass. i'm gonna help him beat this bullshit. rehab starts this week. the shock has worn off. boy have i ever learned more about me in the past week than i have in the past year... boy oh boy. and him, too. a fighter in action, running uphill. things will get better than you can imagine, doctor doctor, you cannot quantify the human spirit. i believe.