2012 paid off as entertaining hollywood blockbuster schlock. score! though, i have to say, over two hours of constant destruction became somewhat boring... though it is worth it alone to see woody harrelson play the prophet.

in other news: it's monday and i here i sit working from home with bedhead and fat pants... paradiso dark in hand, chocolate bar already consumed (we're keeping it healthy) and thoughts of winding roads to come. life takes you to strange places, like buying a 2006 rioja and consuming it coupled with cheese sticks. need i say gut rot the next morning? i think it was nature's revenge for me acting so sacrilegious.

back on track. gots some plans for photography and some design ideas, too. adopted a new personal philosophy over the weekend - something to combat my procrastinatory nature. i would say this blog is a good distraction, but really it's a way to work through thoughts, just as my private journal. gotta dump out the stupidity.

dreams are good for that, too. i don't remember much of my dream last night, but i remember one part where p. and i went to swiss chalet but we weren't allowed to have chicken and ate only vegetables and baked potatoes. a nightmare!

limitless... life. a lifetime of breaking down walls in your brain, the ones someone else told you to build. live your life, fuck. i am now waking up, my path has led me here... wake up and live. so many of us live life as if we are certain we will have retirement or even old age. it is a hard thing to overcome the fears of uncertainty, but i am determined.

in other other news: i hope i win $1000 worth of shoes! i almost said $1000 worth of free shoes, but then... that's a paradox, no? how many free shoes can $1000 buy? none.

i am smrt.

the end.