And then some days you feel revived again despite fucking goddamn shit hell Tourettes winter. work is picking up, i love how things uh happen and stuff. i just decided recently to start advertising again, and what do you know? three business type things in one week. busy is good! it makes me feel... good. yeah. this blog is fascinating, eh?

in other news it is supposedly snowing outside and i am actually in my fat pants drinking coffee and working from home. gotta make this full-time, somehow... and i will. been slowly working on a business plan finally (duh), and i'm going to make it a good one. i have this thread of perfectionism in me that a lot of people who don't know me would not believe. you know when you're finalizing some artwork or a photo to send, and you review and review ad nauseum because you keep finding little things to tweak? and then you go back, and export again, review... more tweaks. my heart rate actually goes up and i feel myself holding my breath as i tweak and retweak, it's pretty funny... suspense! will it be prefect this time? only time will tell...

in even other news, i go to Trinidad in three weeks. hot sunshine, and a day trip on my cousin's boat "down the islands" (CLICK ME FOR PHOTOS AND AWESOME). i can't wait! a week of family stuff, rum (where is the rum?), and lots of delicious food. been working out and controlling myself with the delicious foods here so that i can a)look awesome in a swimsuit and b)eat more/drink more while there.

aside from that, um, just sitting in my hobbit hole of an apartment working and assuming that it is indeed snowing out there.